they don't love you like i do.
( 03.19.2004 )
i've felt so much from one person. or rather, i've never felt so much good from one individual. this constantly glowing positivity that i want to absorb. i feel so drawn, captivated, and loved. simply loved.
it's not that i wasn't a whole person before him, but my life has been made so much more 'complete.' not that i didn't have ideas on what i wanted to do in the future, but i have more direction.
things really keep looking up and i know i'm not going to be let down.
and right now, all we can do is really long for each other. he misses seeing me; i miss touching him. right now.. we can't win.
