is it safe now, is it safe to breathe?
( 12.17.2003 )
i now have this extreme love affair with california. maybe it's just because he's there. yeah, all right. i will admit that is the predominant reason behind it.
everything was really so beautiful.
i loved all the little things we did and anything else inbetween.
his body was so warm, and mine was always so cold. but once we were together, it all balanced out. kind of reflects our personalities - though they are opposites, they still complement each other.
ah, but now..
now, i am stuck here. i'm missing him..
and i'm rather frightened.
