throw your hands up baby if you know who you are
( 11.03.2003 )
i always feel like i'm going to do everything wrong. if there's a task at hand, it will fail because of me.
i feel as though i am forgetting to do something very important. i feel guilty. all i ever do is feel anymore. i don't bother thinking.
i start too many sentences and too many paragraphs with "i." and i feel as though i might cry.
i don't know what i'm doing. what am i becoming? this realization of "growing up" doesn't settle very well with me.
