you can't see it but you know it's there so don't neglect it
( 09.23.2003 )
i am pretty pathetic at times. i crave validation endlessly. it doesn't matter when a female encourages and compliments me, it only seems to be of concern when a guy pays me attention. i completely understand why this is, but i'm tired of it. i latch onto guys - not necessarily for romantic interest, but more because i'm actually getting attention from a man.
it's almost frightening how much worse this could be. (i.e. "getting a guy's attention")
conclusion: i should really not think about anything at night.
