i'm wasting energy.
( 09.08.2003 )
i've never had my back, shoulders, and arms hurt like this. i'm going to logically assume that a stranger comes in every so often at night and breaks out brass knuckles on me. there is no other explanation! well, at least no other interesting explanation.
i need to stop listening to driftwood: a fairytale. tim kasher's voice really gets me in that song. but i think it'll be awhile until i've exhausted cursive.
& you know what i'm looking forward to? life aquatic.
i wrote all that nearly an hour ago. it's rather pointless, but it seems like so much effort to backspacebackspaceBACKSPACE it all. just nevermind.
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"When I thought of devoting myself entirely to You, my God, it was that I wished to do it, and wished not to do it. It was I. And since I neither completely wished, nor completely refused, I fought against myself, and tore myself to pieces." ____St. Augustine of Hippo
