no need for reminding... [___________]
( 08.09.2003 )
he seems to be exactly what balances me out. you know, it all appears to be great.
but he's still staying there << for awhile, and i can't do anything but be >> here. patience has never been my forte - it's more that i'm forced into it. i have to wait. but you know what i'm thinking? -- that it'll all be worth it.
i can't even express myself in words here anymore. i can't even think of anything else to talk about.
he always seems to snatch every right word to say; grabbing them out of his being. & it just kills me. i constantly stumble over the lone question of "how..?"
maybe i'm getting too carried away. maybe i don't know what i'm talking about. maybe maybe maybe. screw it. i don't care.
