if i could split my heart in two, i'd give the beating half to you.
( 08.02.2003 )
you know that icy heat you have on the back of your neck when you feel guilty?
well.
obviously, i ought not have done that.
i think my purpose in life is, and has always been, to avoid anything that could possibly hurt. it's all so selfish. i would like to change that 'purpose' - even if it means that i feel less protected and more exposed.
