? where am i going
( 07.29.2003 )
it's almost comforting to have my whole body being covered with exhaustion. (because i know the reason why)
drowsy, tired, comatose
those words don't mean much if what i'm really feeling is "happy."
"happy" sounds so trite, though. it all seems like someone has felt these feelings before.
been there / done that
fine. i don't care. i cannot say that anything will work out. maybe.. nothing will come out of this.
but at least we've benefitted each other. maybe. i guess. perhaps.
who knows.